In the morning I took a walk. Some results:
Meiji jingu! Cicadas were soo loud! Washing hands, clapping, omiyage.. Sun amazing... Wonderful Tamsyn's English.. I think we were too embarassed to talk much in English.. With English women^^ Hehe Tamsyn, forgive us! :)) We had great time with our English host.
Cooking taimu! Nikkojaga! Carefully shaped potatos! Big bottle of souce^^ Oishii...
Immature this time.. My spirit, my character, child.. Afraid, unstable.
Big Wednesday, first time in church. First time to hear worship in Japanese. Message, welcome by Kana, amazed. Tears of joy and fear:)) First time to feel "yeah I'm in Japan, thank you God"
The best of all is to be finally in the church, to meet with God, to spend time all alone with Him, to praise, to listen to His world. Still immature but with open heart. Open to change.
SUSHI TAIMU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmm guess who in this picture LOVES sushi and who does NOT....:P:P:P love this pic!
Girls were soo loud.. I was like: wait a minute I was told that in Japan you should be quiet, not bother anybody, don't laugh loud etc.. But Yukorin.. Catherine.. Tomoyo... I felt embarassaed^^ Didn't know what to do^^ On the other hand - they were like we are! Back in Poland, laughing all the time, joking, being loud, enjoying each and everything! Joy of the Lord! It was wooonderful till my parents message...
Hope chef hadn't seen my teary eyes.. It's always like that: God touches your heart(at BigWed), you feel His presence, satan comes, tries to take your joy and peace, uses your closest bonds. Need to be aware and patient. So many things happening, tooo emotional day, couldn't resist crying.. (At home! Do not afraid:)) sushi taimu all happy:)) ) Tried to write wise messages. It worked! Parents thinking changed! It wasn't easy, but God was and is faithful:))
You need to know that during this trip I was discussing with God and praying continually about my future. It was my great struggle, I was just very afraid. Looking for the answear. I was in Japan, looking for the answear about my future. You will see that God was faithful.. But of course not in the way I expected...(oh God I love you!:P:D)...





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